There is one Story..

im the water, transformer, can be perceived as any forms. i never exist physically. people project themselves on me, thats who i am in that present. i live in the core of the matrix, take care of everything exist in the surreal world.

style is a concept and an attitude of living. feeling comfortable with yourself at every moment is a basic. it somewhat shows including when you're talking to someone else through body language..any feeling from you in fact!

cool clothes are just a tool to express what you want to communicate, on the other hand it doesn't have any meaning! cuz we live in a matrix to survive, so enjoy the surreal stuff while "awakening"!

church english class stopped for twe weeks break. LoL i got a break and its time to move forward with new idea:)

my conversation with yoga class manager is becoming drastic! i feel excited about it! cheers!

im gonna help her advertise, im planing to find out more gym, spa, heath center to send flyers...of course im volunteered

college? fashion school? art museum?

online verbal martial arts are also getting flourishing:) destroy and rebuild! thats human nature isn't it?

smile with me and infects to else one then i feel satisfied:)

anyone who plays with me i appreciate it!

just came back from an indian temple. i was introduced by yoga teacher. its a totally different kind of worship from christen. it has more physical activities and music. very original! then of course, came with a lovely meal.

church. i went to two church last week. there was a big event in one church, every participants have to briefly introduce their countries and sing the country song. so i was forced to sing mine by myself.(the other girl could hardly sing with me) its a good performance though. i often don't take pics cuz im lazy and feel inconvenient. i'll post some of them if i can grab some from friends' camera.

bubble. exciting place for people who are extremely willing to dance. if you don't like dance, don't go. i bring friends a few times and they screw up cuz they didn't dance and i felt they felt bored. anyway watching my dance is a good idea though.

english class. hosted by church. teachers consist of many elders. they are great no matter what style they are teaching.

yoga class. i go urban yoga on monday and thursday. a place which is suitable people who want to clean his mind and rest his body. then enjoy a special vegetarian meal.

all these activities i attend and learn everyday. am i feeling unsatisfied?

i love play martial arts with people verbally and physically. it brings surprises into our lives. also, it can get awkward situation going. admittedly, sometimes its just for entertainment. why not having fun for a little while? if there is no unpredictable things, or challenges between people, life might be going on a regular basis. in other words, everything are predictable, normal, and nothing special. recently i came up with an idea about the meaning of "fresh". the word "fresh" is usually related to new creations, products, and any kind of organic stuff. it always means something is produced through a process of recombination. to a certain extent, it represents a progress happening by chances, randomly and accidentally. oftentimes it redirects circumstances into a new way. so why not just be playful, or kick back and enjoy the funny moment? i feel if we were serious in living, we should take everything else easy. thats my opinion. so i love creating tension between people, then break it, and i enjoy doing it.

i dont know why i can live in hostels for such a long time. maybe its a training process? keeping my mind clear from a messy environment? as i always say, i will move out when i move out.

miraculously, i got up early today even when it was dark outside. i went out for jogging, took a shower after jogging, had a breakfast after shower, and then, dressed up went out, still dark outside...its 7am!

i will keep the healthy, fresh lifestyle until...

anyway im glad that i can go Urban Yoga for free every times. they are happy to let me help clean up dishes after dinner. its a good deal i enjoy it. you will know how unhealthy your body is when you try yoga. open Monday and Thursday at 6pm. 123 Swanston St. want to try? you will cry!

its a different spiritual level form the real world.

why we live? we're living for what? im convinced that most people have no idea. guess what? we're living to die. everyday is a process toward death. so we better live happier as much as we can.

everyday is brand new and better than before.

got a concept of a fulfilling lifestyle? it always means enjoy, and have fun in your life. do you have to? yes! or it'll become a painful process of living. which one are you gonna choose? quite simply, its all up to you! nothing else! if you're still finding, go do and experience it without hesitation!

when recalling the work experience in farm, i would say most of them were shit. however, there are many tough guys and girls there. if you love to know asian people, farm is a good place to go. but for me, i'd like to know western people more because of language reason.

you know what? working in farm can be very romantic! just at that shortlived moment! you can see sunrise everyday because you get up so early, and enjoy sparkling stars landscape without light pollution and mobile phone's interruption because you are so remote that nothing can reach you. isn't it?

recently i have a feeling that im creating a ball of joy. sometimes strong, sometimes feeble. the feeling stronger, the more creative and playful i am.(in a ball-busting way) whereas when it becomes weak, i become pointless. thats why i sometimes call myself - smart idiot. anyone want to bust my ball? right now!

tonight, again, i went to urban yoga to enjoy the indian style vegetarian meal. but i experienced something new: i cut into the main theme - yoga. as usual i dressed cool outfit to join but that was not the matter. i did something that help me strech my body and mind, although i couldn't totally understand what teacher was saying. actually i just followed else ones move cuz there is a long distance from teacher. so tonight is just a beginning, a shallow test. then interestingly, after finishing our meals, i helped clean dish and other things and i got an exempt of joining next lesson for free! quite special!(at least for a shallow traveler like me) in addition, meeting some spiritual people is the sure thing. love to talk to them!